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I haven't felt this alone in a long time.
Alec and I's 2 year anniversary is on Wednesday. And I'm glad but there are so many other things going on right now that I feel like it's unimportant.
I feel like I have no friends. I never talk to any of them and when I do get the chance we're just to busy.
I feel like all I do is work. And I keep getting offered other jobs that I'm unsure about taking.
I don't know what I want to do with my life.
I'm disconnected from everything going on around me.
My mom still isn't acting like a mom.. which is what i need right now.
My dad and step mom are fighting again. She thinks he's cheating. I know he wouldn't do that..
I now know how Jan Brady felt.. Everything is about my sister and what she wants and how she wants it.. She's the Marsha and everyone else is Jan. I dont like being Jan.
I feel terrible about everything, because there's always something more important than what I need or what I want. But I guess that's what growing up is about.
Being happy is so hard anymore.
Alec and I's 2 year anniversary is on Wednesday. And I'm glad but there are so many other things going on right now that I feel like it's unimportant.
I feel like I have no friends. I never talk to any of them and when I do get the chance we're just to busy.
I feel like all I do is work. And I keep getting offered other jobs that I'm unsure about taking.
I don't know what I want to do with my life.
I'm disconnected from everything going on around me.
My mom still isn't acting like a mom.. which is what i need right now.
My dad and step mom are fighting again. She thinks he's cheating. I know he wouldn't do that..
I now know how Jan Brady felt.. Everything is about my sister and what she wants and how she wants it.. She's the Marsha and everyone else is Jan. I dont like being Jan.
I feel terrible about everything, because there's always something more important than what I need or what I want. But I guess that's what growing up is about.
Being happy is so hard anymore.