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Have you ever given up on a friendship?
When you did, did you feel good at first ya know.. like you were moving forward because you felt like a second hand friend?
Ok well what about when, after a little while of not speaking, you started to feel like it was a bad idea? Like you really miss hanging out with them... and you really want to call them but you just cant bring yourself to because you dont know if she's mad at you for something you don't remember doing. What if she's friends with all of the people you dont like anymore? What if she doesn't like you at all and all of those nights you spent confiding in each other and filling up on carbs and sugar were all meaningless!
Well, they weren't to me.
And I miss you.
I'm sorry.
When you did, did you feel good at first ya know.. like you were moving forward because you felt like a second hand friend?
Ok well what about when, after a little while of not speaking, you started to feel like it was a bad idea? Like you really miss hanging out with them... and you really want to call them but you just cant bring yourself to because you dont know if she's mad at you for something you don't remember doing. What if she's friends with all of the people you dont like anymore? What if she doesn't like you at all and all of those nights you spent confiding in each other and filling up on carbs and sugar were all meaningless!
Well, they weren't to me.
And I miss you.
I'm sorry.