Art & Beauty
It annoys me to no end that I can't draw. Ok, maybe I can draw but the proportions are either off, or my style just seemed to be an eyesore to others. I can't colour too, which is problematic.
Then I have friends who can either draw really good or friends who improve at an exponential rate. People who practice drawing up to 10 hours a day. Yes, it could be the Chinese genes but I don't care! I don't seem to be a fast learner, nor a talented person!
My animator friend had already told me that the workplace in Japan is really competitive, sigh, I'm courting death
*rants*
My diet plan...isn't working very well, my weight seemed to increase by 100g, then decrease 200g, then increase 300g = no change
If I remain so fat, I can never be a model, actress, seiyuu (if my Japanese or voice is good enough) or even the tree in the background. Yes, it's pathetic.
I'm not overweight, just fine, others claim that I am perfectly slim but I'm still not satisfied. Talk about anorexic (but I still munch on chocolate)
I need to get myself in a Cheongsam because it's been a long time since I wore one. I know! I have my Yukata (no Kimono yet) but I need a Cheongsam desperately! A modern one and those that resemble the kimonos!
Wait, why am I ranting publicly? -hides-
Edit: Once again, I fail at painting. I tried again, after thinking: Yosh! I shouldn't be too hard!
I need a beige paint colour! I'll try again tomorrow, should have gotten a tablet. Father says that using a tablet means animation, not painting 0.0 He's the expert so there, i can't argue against that
Then I have friends who can either draw really good or friends who improve at an exponential rate. People who practice drawing up to 10 hours a day. Yes, it could be the Chinese genes but I don't care! I don't seem to be a fast learner, nor a talented person!
My animator friend had already told me that the workplace in Japan is really competitive, sigh, I'm courting death
*rants*
My diet plan...isn't working very well, my weight seemed to increase by 100g, then decrease 200g, then increase 300g = no change
If I remain so fat, I can never be a model, actress, seiyuu (if my Japanese or voice is good enough) or even the tree in the background. Yes, it's pathetic.
I'm not overweight, just fine, others claim that I am perfectly slim but I'm still not satisfied. Talk about anorexic (but I still munch on chocolate)
I need to get myself in a Cheongsam because it's been a long time since I wore one. I know! I have my Yukata (no Kimono yet) but I need a Cheongsam desperately! A modern one and those that resemble the kimonos!
Wait, why am I ranting publicly? -hides-
Edit: Once again, I fail at painting. I tried again, after thinking: Yosh! I shouldn't be too hard!
I need a beige paint colour! I'll try again tomorrow, should have gotten a tablet. Father says that using a tablet means animation, not painting 0.0 He's the expert so there, i can't argue against that