Sep 19, 2003 22:47
Im going all fucking crazy. Okay me and this guy Todd from work, just started dating, and I've known him for a while, and had a big crush on him, still do. I yet to fuck up, because im going inside hiding all my feelings and what I have to say, so I offered to go with this one kid to his homecoming. Todd is an amazing kid, he really is, inside and out, I just go insane not being able to talk to him because i hate talking on the phone, it does nothing for me. I cannot belive I did this, I miss him, im going fucking insane, I cannot call his house anyhow, its fucking 10:51 and shit, and so im just gonna go to work tommorrow and talk to him. this sounds all fucking crazy, im scared, and I think he is too, but on my part I think I fell to fast somewhere along the stares, weird shit. bye now.