My life in general
How does a child who was not raised by parents, end up being someone very successful? How does a child that did not get raised by parents, know what most parents do wrong? How does a child learn self respect, self confidence and so fourth, if they did not have parents to teach them?
I have a guy friend. He wanted to try us being friends, and friends only, nothing more, nothing less. Okay so I give him a chance, and by that, I told him a secret. He yet told another girl that hes interested in that secret, but put words in my mouth at the same time. I truely belive thats the lowest way to go, as far as starting a friendship. I got looked upon as a fool because this is what I belive of a person. A bad person. Why am I being the poor factor when you are not the trusted one? I do not get people, at all.
Things around the house are, I guess you would call the same. I still do not like things how they are around here. My mom still gets drunk every night downing beers, and so does my uncle, he gets too drunk to the point he cannot walk. Its sad, I do not have a great influence in my life. I cannot recall anyone that looks up to me. Why would they? My dad still bitches about this and that, this and that. I would do anything to move out when im 18, but I will not be anything close to being fianically stable, I work at kmarts 20 hours a week with only a 7.25 and hour pay, hoping to get a raise on my one year anniversary.
I do not feel that im doing very good in school, but most of the assignments I got back are almost all a's and some B's. Its only the beginning, so figure. My geomentry class, Ms Gabbard said its not going to get much harder. thats all for now about how easy or hard classes will be. I cannot wait to take Human Biology next semester, Im all up for that :-) Today I had my first test today, in American Gov. It was very hard without the notes, but Mr. Clulo is nice like that and let us use our notes, thank goodness I did em.
I have decided on a nice easy plan as far as saving my money up for a car. Im getting my liscense in about 2 months. On an average week I get about 15 hours, you subtract the lunches that are punched out and get a total of 13.5 lunches. Normally I gross about 88.00 something after taxes. So I then decided that I will tuck away about 60-68 a week, and keep 20 of it for school/work food. though I never eat at school anymore. and hopefully that will add up quickly.
Tommorrow me and this guy I've been crushing on since the entire summer are supposed to hang out, which I do not quite understand how he is getting to my house with no knowledge of where I live. lol. If hes smart he'll call before he starts driving, unless of course, he forgets.
I have a guy friend. He wanted to try us being friends, and friends only, nothing more, nothing less. Okay so I give him a chance, and by that, I told him a secret. He yet told another girl that hes interested in that secret, but put words in my mouth at the same time. I truely belive thats the lowest way to go, as far as starting a friendship. I got looked upon as a fool because this is what I belive of a person. A bad person. Why am I being the poor factor when you are not the trusted one? I do not get people, at all.
Things around the house are, I guess you would call the same. I still do not like things how they are around here. My mom still gets drunk every night downing beers, and so does my uncle, he gets too drunk to the point he cannot walk. Its sad, I do not have a great influence in my life. I cannot recall anyone that looks up to me. Why would they? My dad still bitches about this and that, this and that. I would do anything to move out when im 18, but I will not be anything close to being fianically stable, I work at kmarts 20 hours a week with only a 7.25 and hour pay, hoping to get a raise on my one year anniversary.
I do not feel that im doing very good in school, but most of the assignments I got back are almost all a's and some B's. Its only the beginning, so figure. My geomentry class, Ms Gabbard said its not going to get much harder. thats all for now about how easy or hard classes will be. I cannot wait to take Human Biology next semester, Im all up for that :-) Today I had my first test today, in American Gov. It was very hard without the notes, but Mr. Clulo is nice like that and let us use our notes, thank goodness I did em.
I have decided on a nice easy plan as far as saving my money up for a car. Im getting my liscense in about 2 months. On an average week I get about 15 hours, you subtract the lunches that are punched out and get a total of 13.5 lunches. Normally I gross about 88.00 something after taxes. So I then decided that I will tuck away about 60-68 a week, and keep 20 of it for school/work food. though I never eat at school anymore. and hopefully that will add up quickly.
Tommorrow me and this guy I've been crushing on since the entire summer are supposed to hang out, which I do not quite understand how he is getting to my house with no knowledge of where I live. lol. If hes smart he'll call before he starts driving, unless of course, he forgets.