my crazy world is spinning
Volkan and I have been spending a lot of time together.
It happens when two people are insanely crazy and also crazy about one another.
Dear lord what has happened to my safe and organized world?
Last night I had my wish granted...
Always - always... I have wanted a simple scenario to happen naturally...
First he put on the music... he loves classical music (trust me that's huge for me - HUGE) I have dated men who have listened to it and like it... they usually drive a nice car and have it more around for their intellectual mask than anything else - it's not a real interest, it is a fabricated image more or less... for Volkan it is life... he is so aware - so European... indulgent on history and the arts
Anyway, so he puts on one of my various cd's, we are going to play chess, candles are lit... we are serious players... he won, but it took him a long time to do so and I was formidable competition... this is a perfect night to me...
I am so dazzled by his person that the old term swept off my feet comes to mind... he is enigmatic and unpredictable... sexy, honorable, smart, determined, kind, cultured, thoughtful, etcetcetc...
IE ... my coffee was getting cold this morning and I left the room to change and he heated it back up for me... i came back to find magically hot coffee... he is magic...he likes to surprise me - we talk for hours on end - stare dreamily at one another, physically taking things slowly... he is all the time... a romantic, he hates being away from me and curses time ... when he is sleeping he misses me... I wake up to, goodmorning my beauty, my busy smart girl, my sexy, crazy, etc etc...
most of the time I call him a martian... cause he's just not real...
the eyes of a wicked angel and the soul of a devilish angel...
he reads poetry to me at night because he likes to... likes to read it and create a scholarly bond of words born out of true expression... there is magic all around... I'm in this fantastic novel...
we adore one another and it's not stopping...
It happens when two people are insanely crazy and also crazy about one another.
Dear lord what has happened to my safe and organized world?
Last night I had my wish granted...
Always - always... I have wanted a simple scenario to happen naturally...
First he put on the music... he loves classical music (trust me that's huge for me - HUGE) I have dated men who have listened to it and like it... they usually drive a nice car and have it more around for their intellectual mask than anything else - it's not a real interest, it is a fabricated image more or less... for Volkan it is life... he is so aware - so European... indulgent on history and the arts
Anyway, so he puts on one of my various cd's, we are going to play chess, candles are lit... we are serious players... he won, but it took him a long time to do so and I was formidable competition... this is a perfect night to me...
I am so dazzled by his person that the old term swept off my feet comes to mind... he is enigmatic and unpredictable... sexy, honorable, smart, determined, kind, cultured, thoughtful, etcetcetc...
IE ... my coffee was getting cold this morning and I left the room to change and he heated it back up for me... i came back to find magically hot coffee... he is magic...he likes to surprise me - we talk for hours on end - stare dreamily at one another, physically taking things slowly... he is all the time... a romantic, he hates being away from me and curses time ... when he is sleeping he misses me... I wake up to, goodmorning my beauty, my busy smart girl, my sexy, crazy, etc etc...
most of the time I call him a martian... cause he's just not real...
the eyes of a wicked angel and the soul of a devilish angel...
he reads poetry to me at night because he likes to... likes to read it and create a scholarly bond of words born out of true expression... there is magic all around... I'm in this fantastic novel...
we adore one another and it's not stopping...