Sep 27, 2005 09:35
minding the really bad poetry I slapped on the screen before...
I need a title - as my epic dating months are always funny... they have stellar characters - IE Cowboy, Turk, Bartender - it all sounds like a Tarantino movie...
my friends make fun of me because I hate dating - HATE it... and I go through these odd monsoons of men... and efficiently trying to see them all at once I schedule dates at a potential bar where I like the bartender - not just like either - I really like him... he is appealing to me in a partner in crime kind of way - long conversations, really hot S*, the unknown - enjoying artistic points of view... etc. it's all there... but darnit... hmmm... T. stop bringing men there... but I like to watch him squirm behind the bar and try to capture my attention... hey man, I needed to know if my intuition was correct... nowI'll stand back and let him step into my office if he wants... we'll see...
Last night I was asked out by an old friend and I asked that we go to the (where cute bartender resides) star bar since we were both there so recently - bartender was there :) and I was pretty sure my chappy friend new it wasn't a date - the split bill was an obvious move on my part... BUT... I still think he was interested and I felt bad later for telling him that I liked the bartender... but not that bad - maybe the news will travel... and I can find out why bartender stares at me when he thinks I didn't catch him... bartender was really singing for us - jazz greats etc> ella fitzgerald... starry eyed bartender is sumptuous... he also concluded that the popcorn fight was the most fun he's had in while... yah T. you just finished a paragraph about him above - geez.
Then I came home - well of course I did, and had a 2 hour convo with the Turk. What's funny is the convo lasted a long time but contained very few topics as I couldn't understand a word he was saying... I'm always giggling whilst trying to understand - he gets somewhat frustrated by my not understanding him and it makes me laugh even more.
Sat. cowboy date - tentative
- fate - a continuous star in the saga... just made a superb entrance. Fate always gives its readers chills.