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[liefdes]

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i cant begin to explain how much i am truly sorry

[flipz104]

nicole it is monday january 4th 2010 at 2:01am i love you i always will love you its has to be some type of problem i have going on with my brain cause i cant seem to get you out of it. i meant everything i said to you especially when i told you that you were beautiful and that i love you cause nicole you are beautiful and nicole i do love you when we dated i was to full of myself i was cocky i was scared i was not who i am now and who i was that day the train broke down on the tracks and blocked the ambulance. i figured id toss that in there even though minute you start reading this i know you will know who i am by the way i am writting. that is if you even read this. i hope you do. but i hate knowing that you hate me i dont want you to hate me it kills me inside it always has i have a full time job 40 hours a week i work at jack daniels porsche on route 4 right before the dunkin donuts we used to hang out at.. in febuary ish the dealership is moving on to route 17 up in upper saddle river.. weird? but its where steak and ale used to be.. i thought it was a sign.. i have my license back and i have 2 cars now.. both work and have titles and i can drive whenever i want. i just really want to talk 1 day you still know my number please jsut text me one day and let me know you are okay and doing well. it would really complete me even if i cant complete the puzzle anymore... im sorry i am writting this on here but i randomly stumbled across it and i just had to do i it i dont even know why or how i stumbled across it and i havent realized until just now that i wrote so much.. but please just let me know how your doing cause i still worry about you. forever and always.