Nov 28, 2006 18:47
so i believe my health has taken a turn for the worst once again. starting to feel the throat get a bit scratchy, cant stop sneezing and waking up with a stuffy/runny nose,its pretty lame and im not looking forward to what my body has in store for me next.
oh and this one time, Delphi called to tell me to come to work starting monday, they are so selfish.
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good thing they didnt wait so long, and during the most crucial part of the ending semester oh and that my work isnt beginning to pick up either.
knowing all this, now i need to decide,ahem:
do i want a job that pays $14 an hour?
do i still want to go to school?
what about my other baby job that yes, im actually beginning to like?
could i reeally balance school and Delphi?
ah, and lastly, my favorite of them all-would Delphi eat up my life?
im in a pickle. i did get permission from the family to work instead of going to Delta for the second semester, since technically my classes arent payed for yet. but then i do have to keep in mind that means that i will be behind a semester when i should be getting out of here. so sure i'll be rich for a few months, but my plans or what little plans i did have, will be out of sync with what i wanted to do. if i do take this job, i probably will have to quit working at trillium. i really liked it there, and on occasion, working with amanda. in a way its a taste of the real world. but i dont think im quite ready for that.
i asked for change or excitement, but nothing this drastic.
in a way taking the job and not taking it has its pros and cons. she was ready to tell my mom what i needed to do for monday, but i really think i need to sleep on this one.
ah