roll the windows down, this cool night air is curious......
I'm insecure. There is a list a mile long, a trail of people who broke my heart, a trail of people who "just didn't think it would work out", a trail of people who weren't over "him".
I'm not smart enough
not cute enough
not happy enough
not colorful enough
not "him" enough
not hot enough
not courageous enough
not nice enough
not mean enough
not blue eyed
not green eyed
not purple eyed
not pink eyed
I have ugly reddish hair
I have stupid freckles everywhere
My jaws not defined well enough
I bite my nails
I'm not afraid of the dark
I don't want to go to florida for spring break
I like to sit around and do nothing too much
I like to go out and do things too much
I'm weird
I'm too spontaneous
I'm not spontaneous enough
Not hot enough, not cute enough,
Not unique, not ordinary
Not beautiful....
Don't let my insecuirties affect the way you feel about me, because I don't let them affect the way I feel about you...
You are beautiful, you are unique, you aren't ordinary, you are funny, i love your laugh, i love your smile, i love your hand in mine, and your head on my shoulder.
Forget him, you never needed him, without him you stood alone, it was hard but you survived, your too strong, too stubborn to let someone like that get you down, you dont need him, you dont need the memories of him.....please say you don;t need him.
I told you things tonight. Stories that are usually hard for me to tell to people. It felt good to tell you, I want you to know everything and anything about me. If you feel so compelled to, then just ask. Nothing is too taboo.
I've been a dick this week to you and I'm sorry. I want you to know if it wasn;t for you I'd be more worse off then I am. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, a thousand I'm sorry's. My insecurities mixed with all this stress and not have been able to go home and relax for weeks has just taken its toll on me. It isn't your fault, I just let little things bother me, and you do the same, it gives me no right to hurt you, you've been hurt enough already, you're too wonderful to be hurt. I know we've alreayd discussed most of this and your sitting on the bed right in front of me now but I just felt like writing and telling you how much you mean to me, and how much of an impact you have made on my life so far. I really like you a lot Melissa, even if you do smoke :).
Love,
Daniel
I'm not smart enough
not cute enough
not happy enough
not colorful enough
not "him" enough
not hot enough
not courageous enough
not nice enough
not mean enough
not blue eyed
not green eyed
not purple eyed
not pink eyed
I have ugly reddish hair
I have stupid freckles everywhere
My jaws not defined well enough
I bite my nails
I'm not afraid of the dark
I don't want to go to florida for spring break
I like to sit around and do nothing too much
I like to go out and do things too much
I'm weird
I'm too spontaneous
I'm not spontaneous enough
Not hot enough, not cute enough,
Not unique, not ordinary
Not beautiful....
Don't let my insecuirties affect the way you feel about me, because I don't let them affect the way I feel about you...
You are beautiful, you are unique, you aren't ordinary, you are funny, i love your laugh, i love your smile, i love your hand in mine, and your head on my shoulder.
Forget him, you never needed him, without him you stood alone, it was hard but you survived, your too strong, too stubborn to let someone like that get you down, you dont need him, you dont need the memories of him.....please say you don;t need him.
I told you things tonight. Stories that are usually hard for me to tell to people. It felt good to tell you, I want you to know everything and anything about me. If you feel so compelled to, then just ask. Nothing is too taboo.
I've been a dick this week to you and I'm sorry. I want you to know if it wasn;t for you I'd be more worse off then I am. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, a thousand I'm sorry's. My insecurities mixed with all this stress and not have been able to go home and relax for weeks has just taken its toll on me. It isn't your fault, I just let little things bother me, and you do the same, it gives me no right to hurt you, you've been hurt enough already, you're too wonderful to be hurt. I know we've alreayd discussed most of this and your sitting on the bed right in front of me now but I just felt like writing and telling you how much you mean to me, and how much of an impact you have made on my life so far. I really like you a lot Melissa, even if you do smoke :).
Love,
Daniel