Jun 23, 2004 12:03
These are supposed to be the best years of our lives but so far they suck majorly. We constantly have to worry about school, and friends, and boys, and shit its stressful! And now my entire plan for the summer is ruined! All because of you guessed it A GUY! A very nice sweet cute funny guy but still that is not the point! No dating was so I didnt have to stress about ne of that but now Im all like does he like me even though he told me he did and I want to strangle someone but that may be my PMS kicking in right about now. And yes I realize that right now I am ranting so you can stop reading this. But back to my ranting. I want love im put it off for a very long time I dunno im afraid of commitment. Hell my last relationship lasted a year. Thats kinda a long time and I tend to get tired of people easily. And what if it doesnt work and then im hurt and alone again? One more disapointment and I swear I will officially go crazy. In fact I want to scream Im going to scream AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHH. Thats felt nice. Everyone who is stressed about anything should scream.
But thats is all ok because in 5 days I am going to the beach and I am going to get away from everything and be happy and tan and hang out with my friends. And Ocean City better fucking watch the fuck out!!!!
All done.
Luv u.
Snoopy.
No wait I am not done. Everyone please be happy. Many people hold on to very petty grudges and it is not worth it. Its very sad that people who have been friends for a very long time drift apart but even though they may be drifting hopefully they'll end up at the same place together. I LOVE YOU ALL. MWAH!!!!!!
Ok now all done.
luv u.
Snoopy.