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So...here's a personal entry.
Today I had to go home by myself because Nickles had field hockey. As I was setting up my CD player to listen to on the way home, one of my ex-friends said sorry to me. At first I was like: "The fuck!?" But I didn't say that. I should have and all that crap but I couldn't find myself to care. She told me she didn't know why she did what she did and that she needed a year off. I was going to respond to this but I didn't I shall explain why later. So, we walked to the bus stop together and I asked what courses she was taking and about the anime cons. That only lasted for not even half way to the bus stop. The rest of the walk was in silence. She seemed to keep her distance from me. I was walking on one side of the sidewalk and she was almost walking on the grass. I even moved over more but she didn't really budge. Whatever. I didn't care.
Now, this is why I didn't ask more questions: I didn't care. This whole situation happened during first semester in grade ten. It has been two years since we last talked. So you can imagine my shock. But that blew alot quicker then I thought. But while we were walking, I continued to think and came out with a wonderful conclusion. My life is alot more better without them. I used to be so insecure and worry about whether they liked me or not. But with the friends I have now, I'm so much more happier. I don't care so much about what other think of me. I have finally figured something out...what they did made me a better person. I think I'll tell her that next time I get a chance to.
But that wasn't the hightlight of my day. Today, I yelled at a grade ten or eleven kid. XD He pushed someone who hit me and I yelled at him. I turned around and told him to watch where he was going and all that jazz. I also swore. Loudly too. XD I'm so proud of myself! ^_^
Anywho...Pizza Hut is here! XD XD XD
Today I had to go home by myself because Nickles had field hockey. As I was setting up my CD player to listen to on the way home, one of my ex-friends said sorry to me. At first I was like: "The fuck!?" But I didn't say that. I should have and all that crap but I couldn't find myself to care. She told me she didn't know why she did what she did and that she needed a year off. I was going to respond to this but I didn't I shall explain why later. So, we walked to the bus stop together and I asked what courses she was taking and about the anime cons. That only lasted for not even half way to the bus stop. The rest of the walk was in silence. She seemed to keep her distance from me. I was walking on one side of the sidewalk and she was almost walking on the grass. I even moved over more but she didn't really budge. Whatever. I didn't care.
Now, this is why I didn't ask more questions: I didn't care. This whole situation happened during first semester in grade ten. It has been two years since we last talked. So you can imagine my shock. But that blew alot quicker then I thought. But while we were walking, I continued to think and came out with a wonderful conclusion. My life is alot more better without them. I used to be so insecure and worry about whether they liked me or not. But with the friends I have now, I'm so much more happier. I don't care so much about what other think of me. I have finally figured something out...what they did made me a better person. I think I'll tell her that next time I get a chance to.
But that wasn't the hightlight of my day. Today, I yelled at a grade ten or eleven kid. XD He pushed someone who hit me and I yelled at him. I turned around and told him to watch where he was going and all that jazz. I also swore. Loudly too. XD I'm so proud of myself! ^_^
Anywho...Pizza Hut is here! XD XD XD