spreading lies and talking shit, you should be ashamed

Nov 21, 2005 15:00

im not a bad or mean person and i dont want people to think i am.

we joke out of fun and sheer selfishness, but so does everyone. do not be so self righteous, you cant tell someone to grow up when you yourself are still a kid.

i cant control my friends or what they think or say, but i know that they dont mean half of what is said. and even what is said isnt a big deal, brush it off because it probably isnt that serious.

everyone judges everyone, everyone talks about others, and everyone cares what others think. its human nature! nobody is above it, not one person on the planet.

if you truly didnt retaliate then you wouldnt reciprocate gossip and tell so publicly about your dislike for us, about how we are "at it again" and things of those sorts. you wouldnt even care. the fact that you take the time to point out how "childish" we are shows what you think and those thoughts arent pure and innocent. we dont prey on you and we dont seek out things to talk about, we honestly have our own lives and your just a spec in it.

im sick of these little games through livejournal and myspace. im over it all. i dont care anymore, its not worth everything thats spawned from it. its a frivolous fued between little girls that means nothing in the grand scheme of things.

to say we dont care about anything else is very ignorant. we dont spend our time in little pow-wows gossiping, we actually do mind worldly issues and acts and things around us. you have no idea about the things ive been through, and i dont know yours. you cannot judge my character from a blog or a comment that was said because it was just there.

whats been said has been said and what been done cant be taken back, so im moving on. i dont care anymore about this petty little war. we can be civil, we are not out to make enemies or be malicious. i want to coexist without cryptic gossip and rivalry or whatever it is that is between us. im in high school and i dont need these teeny bopper fights to transfer to my social life.

think and say what you want but i dont care anymore. it was never that big of a deal. we dont know eachother and we arent friends, we dont have to be. lets just forget about eachother because it shouldnt have even come to this. i cant say i didnt help bring it on, but its turned into something more time and emotion consuming than it ever needed to be.

..and I think I was an asshole when I said what I said.
It's just a sick sense of humor rolls around in my head.
Cause we've had our fun at your expense and that's wrong.
And we know it.

im done.
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