The path
I mentioned in my last post, that pretty much nobody read, that there was a path I had to choose. A road I had to follow, and I choice I had to make. After all the anologys, it really comes down to two things. One I ramble, and two I should be more direct.
I got down the mountain hurt, but alive. I'm fine, thanks for asking.
Over the last week I've had the pleasure of being around two very wonderful woman.
One who makes me smile every chance she gets, and is a big support. She was the familar path. The one I'd been down before, and everything had always ended in heartache in that direction. I compared her to Haylie, as much as I tried not to, I couldn't help it because the similarities were a lot. She was sweet, caring, compassionate, and so familar. Stepping back in time for me. I invited her on tour only having known her about a day. I figured she could use some support with all that's going on in her life, and honestly I just wanted to get to know her. See if my comparision was right.
Then of course we come to the path less traveled, the one that was unfamilar to me. The one I was afraid to go down for my heart wasn't protected against this path. This woman. She doesn't even have to do anything to make me smile. All she has to do is be there, and a smile touches my lips. It's not often that a girl captivates me as she does.
So now we have two woman, one who is familar, and one who is not. You with me yet?
I realised after some "nudging" from Eddie that I in fact had stronger feelings for the second woman. That I'd been denying I'd made that gut reaction about the first woman, and that I could easily see myself falling for the other one. So I took a plunge, and I started down the unfamilar path. I told her how I felt, well that is after I had a long talk with the other woman, and she said she was crazy about me. To say I was surprised, even after a "little birdy" told me she liked me, was an understatement.
So here we are. Present day. Things are still a little uneasy with the first woman, who I'm sure has made it pretty clear who she is so there's no point in me denying who it is. It was Anna, and maybe the less apparent second woman was Jen. She is still with me, and I honestly can say I don't want her to leave. I wish she didn't, but eventually she's going to have to go back.
I got down the mountain hurt, but alive. I'm fine, thanks for asking.
Over the last week I've had the pleasure of being around two very wonderful woman.
One who makes me smile every chance she gets, and is a big support. She was the familar path. The one I'd been down before, and everything had always ended in heartache in that direction. I compared her to Haylie, as much as I tried not to, I couldn't help it because the similarities were a lot. She was sweet, caring, compassionate, and so familar. Stepping back in time for me. I invited her on tour only having known her about a day. I figured she could use some support with all that's going on in her life, and honestly I just wanted to get to know her. See if my comparision was right.
Then of course we come to the path less traveled, the one that was unfamilar to me. The one I was afraid to go down for my heart wasn't protected against this path. This woman. She doesn't even have to do anything to make me smile. All she has to do is be there, and a smile touches my lips. It's not often that a girl captivates me as she does.
So now we have two woman, one who is familar, and one who is not. You with me yet?
I realised after some "nudging" from Eddie that I in fact had stronger feelings for the second woman. That I'd been denying I'd made that gut reaction about the first woman, and that I could easily see myself falling for the other one. So I took a plunge, and I started down the unfamilar path. I told her how I felt, well that is after I had a long talk with the other woman, and she said she was crazy about me. To say I was surprised, even after a "little birdy" told me she liked me, was an understatement.
So here we are. Present day. Things are still a little uneasy with the first woman, who I'm sure has made it pretty clear who she is so there's no point in me denying who it is. It was Anna, and maybe the less apparent second woman was Jen. She is still with me, and I honestly can say I don't want her to leave. I wish she didn't, but eventually she's going to have to go back.