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I feel like the most worthless human being. My only saving grace is God, and most of my friends even call bullshit on THAT. So I say fuck it... if you aren't family or God, and you want to be in my life, you can damned well seek me out. I'm tired of doing the seeking and being rejected, or made to feel unacceptable because of one thing or the other. I FUCKING QUIT.