Timez Have Chanqed

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Only one day until christmas . . and i dont even care - this year has sucked and i could care less about material thinqz riqht now. Yesterday we had our qame in Lin-Wood and ofcourse we lost - by three ! Some stupid whore like jumped ontop of me and was all like OMGOSH IM SO SORRY.. and yea i just gave her the dirtiest look ever..hah - Yea the bus ride home was one of the lonqest rides ever - it felt lonqer then Pittsburq ++ Maybe cause i actually had fun on that bus ++ but anyway i dont wanna talk about it > uh i didnt qo to school today but i did qo to Olive Garden with the team so we could do our Secret Santa and some team bondinq or somethinq. . it was a lot of fun - Turnz out Erika had my name for Secret Santa . . uhh yea when we qot out of Olive Garden Chesley + Meahgan had silly strinqed Hodqez car & Amanda had put Alfrado or somethinq on his windshield - and ofcourse Hodge put his windshield wiperz on smearinq the Alfrado ALL over his windshield - WHATA MORON ! uhh yea. . i dont really feel like writinq anythinq else, cause yea i just dont. . i really miss last year , like a super lot - semms like everythinq has chanqed and NOT for the better

SOMETIMES SILENCE
CAN BE SO LOUD

the saddest thing in the world is loving
someone who used to love you

shes got bite marks on her tongue
from all the things she never said

when you feel like giving up on someone
remember why you held on for so long

ask me why i keep on loving you when its
clear that you dont feel the same way for
me the problem is that as much as i cant
force you to loveme i cant force myself to
stop loving you

MY FIRST TASTE OF LOVE ..
BITTER SWEET