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I've been wondering today, how my life has gotten to the point that it's at. Trying to understand why everyone i've always held dear to me, has suddenly turned around to make me feel used and unwanted.
Where did it start? I can't remember saying or doing anything to make them treat me like a lepper. Is there something wrong with me??
I can't figure it out. The only people who have been giving me any attention besides my family lately are Stephanie, Adora, Iron Ant, Chuckie, Jen, and D-Money.
Steph has been wonderful to me since she and i started talking again. I'm not even sure why we stopped. I guess she was just so involved with her own personal problems that she had no time for me after a while. It's fine. I understand the stress she was under. And i'm here for her whenever she needs me.
Adora is similar..everyone knows Adora's always around for me.
Chuckie and Jen are just wonderful. I'm glad to have them cuz i can tell them my deepest secrets and know they wont say a word.
D-Money lets me talk nonstop whenever i need to get my thoughts out. He's nice enough to call me every night so i can get my frustrations out.
And Iron Ant just gives me attention cause he's tryin to get in my pants..no surprise there..
Whatever..i can't think right now.
Where did it start? I can't remember saying or doing anything to make them treat me like a lepper. Is there something wrong with me??
I can't figure it out. The only people who have been giving me any attention besides my family lately are Stephanie, Adora, Iron Ant, Chuckie, Jen, and D-Money.
Steph has been wonderful to me since she and i started talking again. I'm not even sure why we stopped. I guess she was just so involved with her own personal problems that she had no time for me after a while. It's fine. I understand the stress she was under. And i'm here for her whenever she needs me.
Adora is similar..everyone knows Adora's always around for me.
Chuckie and Jen are just wonderful. I'm glad to have them cuz i can tell them my deepest secrets and know they wont say a word.
D-Money lets me talk nonstop whenever i need to get my thoughts out. He's nice enough to call me every night so i can get my frustrations out.
And Iron Ant just gives me attention cause he's tryin to get in my pants..no surprise there..
Whatever..i can't think right now.