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Okay, if Jenn J, Paul, Mike, John, and Rob all knew what i'm planning to do, they'd murder me. Seriously. I can't even believe i'm planning on doing this. I promised myself i wouldn't. But you know what they say...."Keep your friends close and your enemies closer."
I hate Tara. I really do. Especially after what she did to my brother, and after what she said about my family and friends. But strangely enough, i still want her to be in my life. To accept me. I don't understand it, i know. It's too weird.
She IM'd me randomly last night using Ross' screen name. So i thought it was Ross until she said, "This is Tara.." You can't even imagine how upset i was. But we started talking. And i knew i hated her and wanted nothing to do with her, but i couldn't help myself. I was like a magnet to metal.
She asked for me to call her so she can have my number. And god help me, i'm actually going to. She's in town until tomorrow night and she wants to pick me up from school either today or tomorrow so that we can go out for lunch and "talk".
I can't understand why i want to go. But if she says anything about the fact that Jenn J kept picking up my brother's phone on Thursday, then i'm sticking with the story we came up with that Jenn J is going out with my brother now and that they've been together since Valentine's day. (Corny, i know...but it's an easy date to remember)
Grrr...my leg is twitching. I got my iPod set up. Put a bunch of music on it. 394 songs to be exact. I have more music, i just haven't put everything on yet.
Krysten...when i go out to eat with Tara, i'll be sure to call you and tell you everything. Same to you, Jenn J.
I hate Tara. I really do. Especially after what she did to my brother, and after what she said about my family and friends. But strangely enough, i still want her to be in my life. To accept me. I don't understand it, i know. It's too weird.
She IM'd me randomly last night using Ross' screen name. So i thought it was Ross until she said, "This is Tara.." You can't even imagine how upset i was. But we started talking. And i knew i hated her and wanted nothing to do with her, but i couldn't help myself. I was like a magnet to metal.
She asked for me to call her so she can have my number. And god help me, i'm actually going to. She's in town until tomorrow night and she wants to pick me up from school either today or tomorrow so that we can go out for lunch and "talk".
I can't understand why i want to go. But if she says anything about the fact that Jenn J kept picking up my brother's phone on Thursday, then i'm sticking with the story we came up with that Jenn J is going out with my brother now and that they've been together since Valentine's day. (Corny, i know...but it's an easy date to remember)
Grrr...my leg is twitching. I got my iPod set up. Put a bunch of music on it. 394 songs to be exact. I have more music, i just haven't put everything on yet.
Krysten...when i go out to eat with Tara, i'll be sure to call you and tell you everything. Same to you, Jenn J.