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I can't stop thinking about *her*
Every morning when i wake up, she's the first face i see. I have her picture hanging on the wall next to my bed. And every morning, i miss her. I've been crying since i woke up for some reason. Didn't think i'd be doing that again. Thought i was over it. Hoped, is more like it. I don't wanna be like this anymore.
Just like Krysten said, "She's with us every day." I still dedicate my good luck cigarette to her. And i still listen to her favorite song every night. I still wear her in my ear. I never take that earring out. Not for anything.
I'm sorry to be the one to bring her up again. But i haven't forgotten. I never will. I promised her i wouldn't.
Sorry.