Cut my life into pieces. This is my last resort. Suffocation. No Breathing.

[liddleredneck]

well, its saturday night, and its 10 oclock-ish and im at home, and my boyfriend is having a party, now tell me whats fucked up about that statement?? lol, im not their, obviously...so poo, the mom says im grounded until next weekend, i havent been to a party in soo long, its not cool. today was boring, and so was yesterday, i fell asleep at 8 or so last night n woke up at like 9 this morning 13 hours of beauty sleep, oo00oo yeah..lol and i did absolutely nothing and i was home alone, cuz my mom took bub to opening ceremonies for baseball and i was bein lazy n i didnt wanna go..soo i did nothing and then at like 2 or 3-ish steven and kyle came over and that lasted a whole 5 minutes and then kyle wanted pop rocks so they left...wtf??, whatever though, so i have sat around here since then...doin nothin, then later on im watchin t.v. and jaimie calls me (which she never does) and asks what im doin and i say nothing (obviously, since i wasnt doin anything)..she goes are you at coltons (which i obviously wasnt) so i say no..so then after a meaningless other conversation, i say okay jaimie i'll talk to you later..bye, so i call colton and im like jaimie called me n asked me if i was goin to ur house n i told her i wasnt so i bet you now jess is gonna show up at the party, so then like 20 minutes later he calls me n tells me oh, jess just left, n i was like really? and he goes yeah i made her leave...and that he yelled at her or whatever...lol so HAHA, bitch....so i was talkin to sam about it, and i was like why is she gonna get jaimie to call me to see if im their before she goes, and shes like oh i think she wants to fight you...but i dont understand that cuz if she did, why would she wanna know if i was their before she goes? so she can bring her brass knuckles and wear her steal toes?? lol..i dunno, whatever though...i cant wait for THIS...lol jess wants to fight me..this oughtta be fun, boys and girls. well anyway, im gonna go and take a shower and go to sleep and shit..
later ya'll~
--brandi liegh
p.s: brandi & colton
p.s.s: i love you, rachel! lol ;)
p.s.s.s: comment bitches