Aug 14, 2004 23:17
Today i woke up in such a bad mood, neone i talked to i just wasnt myself to.When i talked to James i was myself, except me n him use to have awesome convos but now its kinda changed When me n him started talking we bonded like we had the best convos that kept us going for hours.. but its changed..which isnt good because i dont want that to mess things up.James is so different well i think so..He is so honest with me n tells me everything even if they r not like omg ya kno. I love him.. yah i said i love him .. i didnt say im in love with him..i mean we just met in all but yah.. hes someone i love talkin to. hes a best friend.. who id like things to get better and better sooner or later, i dont wna rush nethin n neither does he, but i think everything will work out good..hopefully..hes a great guy and i love talkin to him,and wen we r both comfortable things will happen but yeah neways.
Mondayy im doinn nothinn tuesday i have to babysitt all day :( wednesday im gettin my hair done.. highlights i think not sure yet and thursday and friday im free :) but i wna see if james wants to do something cause i really wna see him.
Me and my sister got into a huge fite today like my mom had to pull us off of each other..i dont kno wut the deal is. but i got in trouble big time so did she which it ruined my day so i couldnt even go to alex*s parrtyy :( but i love her :) Im going to go look for a job i need one very bad. but see the only thing im worried about is the hours and stuff and with school wen ill have time for friends and James n stuff.. but i dnoo im gna goo ill wrtie in later..