i cant see you getting used to living in the midst of your perfection...
so break is over...for most people..xcept for us elmhurst folks who dont have to go back till the 29th..we are blessed lol
break was a lot of fun..some drama..[[but when is there not drama between us]]...and a lot of work for me -i basically worked almost every day which sucked but its not terrible...i spent a lot of time with the people i wanted to and i got a lot accomplished.
saying goodbye to people is never easy..but its not hard when u know that ur gonna see them again...
its hard saying goodbye to people when when u dont know the next time ur gonna see them....not knowing is probably the worst feeling in the entire world. im glad i spent my new years with the people i did and im glad i got to spend a lot of time with sam because he makes me happy and can always bring a smile to my face whether we're talking about "love interests" or just every day things...he has really become one of my best friends through the years and it was really sad to see him go.
john left for school sunday, kelsey, bt, steve, nick, jack, n zuber all left on monday at different times. im glad i got to see them all so much because it reminded me of last year which was probably one of my favorite years of high school just because we all got so close....
christmas rocked [[family at my house n then later at kelsey's]], grab bag was tons of fun, new years was so much fun [[starbucks party with sam n greg]], bt's birthday was a blast, bowling that one day was great lol, random get togethers, apples to apples is an amazing game, and just being there with everyone made break so much fun.
i hate having to say goodbye, but each time i say it, it seems a little bit easier because i know im gonna stay in touch with these people. theres no question about that. i cant wait to visit everyone again / visit places i havent been to yet.
kels-i cant wait to come back to minnie and visit u i know we'll have so much fun...and i really do like where u live i know ur probably partyin it up whenever u get the chance. im glad u made close friends and im so excited for ur apartment next year for u...and im definitely planning a trip during my spring break so u better get excited for that! love u
bt- i really really wanna try and make it out to uconn, but i know u'll totally understand if i cant make it out there..if it doesnt work out this semester/year u know i'll try for the next one.
john-u know i love u and u know that i'll be at u of izzle whenever i get the chance to make it down there. i already have a day lined up so u'll be prepared for an awesome visit lol love u! and cant wait to see u
iowa boys-i will always miss u when u leave cuz u all crack me up and make me laugh constantly..hopefully i'll be able to come and visit u guys to see where u live and how ur school is so try not to miss me that much haha..i'll try my best =)
i love my friends
and i had such a fun break
and its not over yet! haha
"and theres just one last thing that i have to say..as we reflect on the mess of all of this ive made, it was cowardice that made me push you away..i was so afraid cuz you were so much better than me......"
break was a lot of fun..some drama..[[but when is there not drama between us]]...and a lot of work for me -i basically worked almost every day which sucked but its not terrible...i spent a lot of time with the people i wanted to and i got a lot accomplished.
saying goodbye to people is never easy..but its not hard when u know that ur gonna see them again...
its hard saying goodbye to people when when u dont know the next time ur gonna see them....not knowing is probably the worst feeling in the entire world. im glad i spent my new years with the people i did and im glad i got to spend a lot of time with sam because he makes me happy and can always bring a smile to my face whether we're talking about "love interests" or just every day things...he has really become one of my best friends through the years and it was really sad to see him go.
john left for school sunday, kelsey, bt, steve, nick, jack, n zuber all left on monday at different times. im glad i got to see them all so much because it reminded me of last year which was probably one of my favorite years of high school just because we all got so close....
christmas rocked [[family at my house n then later at kelsey's]], grab bag was tons of fun, new years was so much fun [[starbucks party with sam n greg]], bt's birthday was a blast, bowling that one day was great lol, random get togethers, apples to apples is an amazing game, and just being there with everyone made break so much fun.
i hate having to say goodbye, but each time i say it, it seems a little bit easier because i know im gonna stay in touch with these people. theres no question about that. i cant wait to visit everyone again / visit places i havent been to yet.
kels-i cant wait to come back to minnie and visit u i know we'll have so much fun...and i really do like where u live i know ur probably partyin it up whenever u get the chance. im glad u made close friends and im so excited for ur apartment next year for u...and im definitely planning a trip during my spring break so u better get excited for that! love u
bt- i really really wanna try and make it out to uconn, but i know u'll totally understand if i cant make it out there..if it doesnt work out this semester/year u know i'll try for the next one.
john-u know i love u and u know that i'll be at u of izzle whenever i get the chance to make it down there. i already have a day lined up so u'll be prepared for an awesome visit lol love u! and cant wait to see u
iowa boys-i will always miss u when u leave cuz u all crack me up and make me laugh constantly..hopefully i'll be able to come and visit u guys to see where u live and how ur school is so try not to miss me that much haha..i'll try my best =)
i love my friends
and i had such a fun break
and its not over yet! haha
"and theres just one last thing that i have to say..as we reflect on the mess of all of this ive made, it was cowardice that made me push you away..i was so afraid cuz you were so much better than me......"