Oct 09, 2006 22:30
so this weekend was fun
friday night - reuinion with adriane...i seirously havent seen her in about 2/3 weeks it was just kinda weird....whatever
we saw employee of the month..it was good (mainly cuz i got to look at dane cook for the entirety of the film) jessica simpson sucked though...she was a terrible actress but what can you do...some parts were lame but it was funny too...but i wouldnt spend money to see it at the theatres...wait till it comes out on dvd.
saturday i basically sat around for a while...went shopping for a dress with mi mama for the dinner dance on sunday but ididnt find one...whatever...um sat night went to adrianes house with nina...we watched inside man which is like an AMAZING movie...
"can i have a large one"
haha
paul is a dork and i say weird things in drive-thrus lol
so ive been thinking..and thats never good
but i realize im kinda an idiot
and i regret my decisions after i make them....just cuz im dumb like that
and it really makes me sad
whatever
i suck at life
but i might be getting a new job
and i dont know if i should take it or not
they said they would pay me more money than OG, but im not serving and its kinda far away....and i would HATE leaving all of those people because theyre like my second family..im there ALL the time..and its like im leaving a part of me behind...i dunno its just weird
because sometimes i hang out with them more than my friends from school
and its weird
but im not sure yet
my mom wants me to serve somewhere..but i kinda dont want to just cuz i dont think i could handle the stress...im kind of a psycho when i get stressed out
i tend to cry a lot
and thats what ive been doing a lot lately
so yea
long entry
sorry
"when the chips are down and it seems like its so hard for you to move ahead just know that im by your side.."
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