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.. Thats right. I'm updating.
Eh. I just feel like writing right now. I dont know why. Everything now is so different from the way it was last time i wrote. I just read like all my old entries, and its weird they are so much about Chris and how I wanted to be a pimp, and how hard Junior year would be. And now i'm not with chris, i barely even talk to him anymore, and my pimp plan went down the drain, once i hooked up with alex that was it, and Junior year - OVER and not so hard.
Now, its the summer before senior year. I have my Alex. The best boyfriend in the whole, entire world. He is more then i could ever ask for. I dont even know if i deserve a guy as great as him. He does everything for me, not like physically, just like, the way he makes me feel. I know it sounds corny but its so true. I love him so much. My relationship with him is better then any relationship i could have ever imagined. Everything between us is so real. We talk about everything, if something is bothering either of us then we let each other know, we dont hide anything. I just love everything about him, and our relationship so much. Last monday was our 6months. 6months that we've been seeing each other. It went so fast, everything between us still seems so real, like we arent trying to love each other, it just happens. He slept over that day, it was fun. We stayed up intil 4am talking. we talked about everything. I loved it. I wish he could sleep over everynight. We are lucky though. We get to spend nights together a lot. Like wildwood, i sleep over his house when his parents arent there, and he sleeps over here sometimes too. Ugh. I love him.
Pouch camp. Thats right. Still working there. Its fun this year. A lot of work, but fun. Me and Steph have a group together, and James. Our newcomer. I love him though, hes hysterical. Me him and steph make sexual inuendos about everything. Its now the 5th week. Only 1 week left. Then fishing camp for 2 weeks. Then school. GREAT. That was my whole summer down the drain.
Alex starts school in the end of august. So does Sami, and Pally, Edgar, Ev, Ozzie, Neela... every1. I am guna miss them so much. i duno what im guna do. i hung out with all seniors this year. I am guna miss them so much. Luckily for me though, Alex isnt going away. Hes going to Baruch. Yay. hes not leaving me =].
Weird that I wrote. It was boring.
i love me<3
lexi
Eh. I just feel like writing right now. I dont know why. Everything now is so different from the way it was last time i wrote. I just read like all my old entries, and its weird they are so much about Chris and how I wanted to be a pimp, and how hard Junior year would be. And now i'm not with chris, i barely even talk to him anymore, and my pimp plan went down the drain, once i hooked up with alex that was it, and Junior year - OVER and not so hard.
Now, its the summer before senior year. I have my Alex. The best boyfriend in the whole, entire world. He is more then i could ever ask for. I dont even know if i deserve a guy as great as him. He does everything for me, not like physically, just like, the way he makes me feel. I know it sounds corny but its so true. I love him so much. My relationship with him is better then any relationship i could have ever imagined. Everything between us is so real. We talk about everything, if something is bothering either of us then we let each other know, we dont hide anything. I just love everything about him, and our relationship so much. Last monday was our 6months. 6months that we've been seeing each other. It went so fast, everything between us still seems so real, like we arent trying to love each other, it just happens. He slept over that day, it was fun. We stayed up intil 4am talking. we talked about everything. I loved it. I wish he could sleep over everynight. We are lucky though. We get to spend nights together a lot. Like wildwood, i sleep over his house when his parents arent there, and he sleeps over here sometimes too. Ugh. I love him.
Pouch camp. Thats right. Still working there. Its fun this year. A lot of work, but fun. Me and Steph have a group together, and James. Our newcomer. I love him though, hes hysterical. Me him and steph make sexual inuendos about everything. Its now the 5th week. Only 1 week left. Then fishing camp for 2 weeks. Then school. GREAT. That was my whole summer down the drain.
Alex starts school in the end of august. So does Sami, and Pally, Edgar, Ev, Ozzie, Neela... every1. I am guna miss them so much. i duno what im guna do. i hung out with all seniors this year. I am guna miss them so much. Luckily for me though, Alex isnt going away. Hes going to Baruch. Yay. hes not leaving me =].
Weird that I wrote. It was boring.
i love me<3
lexi