Happy but jealous
Today im reflecting on my feelings, ive been super depressed lately and i figured maybe if i start venting my feelongs again, like i did as a teenager this fog will lift again. Maybe?
Today im happy for my sisters but jealous... We are out and about cake testing for my older sisters wedding, also talking about plannig my youger sisters baby shower(2nd baby, little girl)
Im so excited to be a bridesmaid and an aunty again but feel so left behind, where's my happy ending? My partner in life? My babies? *sigh*
My heart is still aching from the break up with M, i fucking love that man... *sigh*
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