Aug 31, 2007 23:20
people should not try to read me
this guy told me something tonight like i just want people to like me and thats why i act like a bitch and dont have time for guys...or something gay
wtf
i just really dont think people understand at all...i work....i work alot.
but i work because i want to be happy and be comfortable.
i dont want designer clothes or fancy name brands...its not that, but rather bills to survive that i have to pay.
its so frustrating trying to have a social life of substance. people dont realize the only ways i've ever made money is by selling my body or my soul.
theres not a day that goes by where some fag doesnt assualt me physically or verbally with a pinch or a "whats for dessert?...you?" comment. i mean fuck, it gets old...quick.
i just so fucking sick of people mistaking my work schedule for me being distant, a bad friend, or not interested!
you want attention 24/7 then get a fucking baby sitter or a join a cult or fuck i dont care just dont make me feel fucking guilty for trying to do what i gotta do to get my shit done and take care of the only real thing in life that will ever actually matter...ME