Nathan
You know the whole mumbo jumbo about love at first sight? Well, it's true. I met a boy named Nathan and realized that he was my other half. The scary part is that we think the same thing at the same time all the time. Within the same moment we both loved eachother. I've never felt the "swept off your feet, floating on a cloud love" before. This was it. I couldn't breath. For the first time in my life I knew that he was the it, he is what I've been looking for. The bitter sweet part is that I'm not going to be able to see him for a long while. He has to move back to Greenville to get his life straightened out. Last night was the last time that I was going to see him before he left. We both got really drunk and held eachother so close, so tight. We talked the night away then slept awhile in perfection. When he left this morning, he took a part of me with him. He gave me faith. He believed that faith will bring us back together...and I belive him. He gave me a ring that says: real love is forever. He's had it ever since he can remember. I gave him a neclace of mine that I bearly ever take off. So I guess, in a way, you could say it's collatiral :) It's only been two hours and I already am starting to empty. His smell's begining to fade off my bedsheets. It won't be long till it's dissolved. As fairytale as it sounds I'll wait for him. I mean I will still date and live my life, but in the back of my head I will know that he's comming back to fill my heart. For the first time I just know. One last kiss and one only, then I let him walk out the door.
This is going to be the hardest thing to handle in my life, but for him I'll wait.
This is going to be the hardest thing to handle in my life, but for him I'll wait.