Mar 05, 2007 21:04
Debating whether or not keeping an actual list of things that when I think about, make me puke is good or bad. On one hand, I am a list person, and perhaps if I wrote these things down on a list, they would be stored away for me.
On the other hand--I'm pretty into denial. That's a lot of throwing up. And also, isn't it kind of like losing the game? You loose the game when you think of the game, but you just gotta think of the game?
I am released when Tony Blair announces, or tells me personally that he has lost the game.
Then all scores are even.
Grandmother rushed to the emergency room. Am studying.
"Your friends hold the lullabies,
they watch the way the night lies.
Soft sounds; head’s like a radio,
hearts wrapped in blankets laying low
hearts wrapped in blankets laying low."