REWARD!
okay, guys, I will actually give a substantial reward to whomever can confidently tell me the lyrics to Chas. Mtn.'s "Cinematic, Unbearable" or the French Kicks "so far we are."
This is all I want out of life now.
one of the Marylin's had what I understand to be...a distended uterus? anyway, she just had babies, and her guts were hanging out of her. I was hoping all day that she would die, because I was afraid she was maybe in pain....so tonight after some time in the woodshop, she was floating usidedown and not breathing. I was relieved, and scooped her out, but prayed and cried a little like a always do when one of the fish die.
Only this time I petted her dead scaly, like I always wish I could but know I cannot. And she twitched and convulsed and jerked in the net. And so I watched her, and I cooed and prayed...and she didn't seem to move. then I decided to put her in the toilet. When she hit the water she went wild, suddenly revived and then was still again.
I didn't know what to do, really. I don't know anything about difficult deaths, aside from all of ours. So I flushed her down and sat by the toliet and prayed and cried a little more but I feel good about the whole thing.
This is all I want out of life now.
one of the Marylin's had what I understand to be...a distended uterus? anyway, she just had babies, and her guts were hanging out of her. I was hoping all day that she would die, because I was afraid she was maybe in pain....so tonight after some time in the woodshop, she was floating usidedown and not breathing. I was relieved, and scooped her out, but prayed and cried a little like a always do when one of the fish die.
Only this time I petted her dead scaly, like I always wish I could but know I cannot. And she twitched and convulsed and jerked in the net. And so I watched her, and I cooed and prayed...and she didn't seem to move. then I decided to put her in the toilet. When she hit the water she went wild, suddenly revived and then was still again.
I didn't know what to do, really. I don't know anything about difficult deaths, aside from all of ours. So I flushed her down and sat by the toliet and prayed and cried a little more but I feel good about the whole thing.