Valentines Day...pssh
Wow...
I can't describe how I feel right now.
I went to Trinity today to give Brittany her Valentine.
I got her red tulips (her favorite flower), sour gummy worms (her favorite candy), and a card.
Haha...the look on all the Trinity kids faces when I was standing with her in the lunchroom.....priceless.
Soooooo many people looking over at her.
She was, hands down, the happiest girl in the world today.
I'm just glad I made her smile again.
Words can't explain how happy I was to see her.
Nor could words explain how much it hurt.
When she came around the corner and I saw her for the first time in over a month, I lost my breath.
I dunno....It still hurts that I'm not with her and I miss what we had, but I have to move on. And I was doing so well too.
I still love her. I haven't stopped. My feelings for her will never change. That's just how it is. There's that part of me that will always love her.
But I just can't dwell on it. Cause nothing's gonna come out of it.
I mean, I'm falling for Asheton.
Speaking of which, I can't see her tomorrow :(
And I feel so fucking horrible.
I'm such a bad guy...
All because my aunt's getting her brakes fixed tomorrow, when they were supposed to be done today, and she has an eye appointment in Orange Park at 2.
Uggh....Valentines day.....so depressing.