Mar 14, 2005 11:06
ao i officially have a hate list. now this list consists of people i would like to hurt or make disappear.
MY HATE LIST:
+ katie smith
+ Lindsay
thats it. those are the only two i really hate. it makes me feel really bad bc it makes me feel like im stooping to thier level of inmaturity. i hate stupid girls. im just going to ignore them.
this katie thing really pisses me off though bc its totally seperated me and keith. him and i used to be buddies and now i cant even say two words to him without her listening in on us. it totally sucks.
kyle told me not to worry about it. but i couldnt help but cry on saturday morning . i felt so completely lonely and friendless. i t just seems lately that everyone is getting so caught up in their own lives, that they now have no time for the things that were there before.
i wonder if this is what life is all about. is it just making friends and then being in relationships with people who end up just leaving you for someone better or something more worth it? i wonder if people ever stop and think about, "hey what ever happened to that girl i was firends with in 1st grade?" or " i wonder what happened to my ex-boyfriend?" if people were able to get over themselves and let go of what happened in the past then maybe they would be able to hold onto relationships for a lifetime.
just something for you all to think about.....
love+jess