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its bin a while.....
ya no how i sed i had quit smokin? well fuck that coz i smoked 2day! Calum just came online biting my hed off. he was all like u lied an i started crying. i told him i hated him bein mad at me coz hes like one of my bst pals an he sed well that means ive to look out for u a stop u gettin into bother an gettin hurt.Everytin i would say he found sumthin to make me look bad an he kept firing questions at me an that. he then sed he didnt care wether i smoked or not he cares about me goin down to the park where i am tempted to smoke. we had a big long upsetting convo then we both came to the conclusion we would stop together. he forgives me! :) if one of us smoke the other can fall out with them an trust me - i am NOT willing to take that risk.the thing tha made me soo upset was that i thot i had lost him agen just as i had before. am glad i havnt. ok so he was a bit harsh but it made me think and i realised hw much he actually cares so no matter how hard it is, am gona stop, not just for him but for me aswell. so thats me guys.... new non-smoking, non-alcoholic, non-park-goer, britney.XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX <3 luv yas all.
ya no how i sed i had quit smokin? well fuck that coz i smoked 2day! Calum just came online biting my hed off. he was all like u lied an i started crying. i told him i hated him bein mad at me coz hes like one of my bst pals an he sed well that means ive to look out for u a stop u gettin into bother an gettin hurt.Everytin i would say he found sumthin to make me look bad an he kept firing questions at me an that. he then sed he didnt care wether i smoked or not he cares about me goin down to the park where i am tempted to smoke. we had a big long upsetting convo then we both came to the conclusion we would stop together. he forgives me! :) if one of us smoke the other can fall out with them an trust me - i am NOT willing to take that risk.the thing tha made me soo upset was that i thot i had lost him agen just as i had before. am glad i havnt. ok so he was a bit harsh but it made me think and i realised hw much he actually cares so no matter how hard it is, am gona stop, not just for him but for me aswell. so thats me guys.... new non-smoking, non-alcoholic, non-park-goer, britney.XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX <3 luv yas all.