i need some coffee...
:x: name = Courtney
:x: piercings = double pierced ears
:x: tattoos = none yet
:x: height= 4'11"
:x: shoe size = anywhere from 5.5 to 7..
:x: hair color = light brown
:x: siblings = 3.. Ashley, Shannon, and Todd
LAST...
:x: movie you rented = ummm i dunno..its been ages.. the last ones I borrowed, though, were Donnie Darko(two thumbs up) and Requiem for a Dream
:x: movie you bought = Bringing Down the House
:x: song you listened to = lol umm that "Get Low" song... dont ask..
:x: song that was stuck in your head = "Penny and Me"
:x: cd you bought = the blank ones for burning
:x: cd you listened to = Sugarcult...unwillingly
:x: person you've called = my bob
:x: person that's called you = TJ
:x: tv show you've watched = mm Sister, Sister
:x: person you were thinking of = Ashley cuz she's talking
DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = yep
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = yes
:x: you think about suicide = not as an option
:x: you believe in online dating = uh..its not my religion or anything... I'm aware it happens
:x: others find you attractive = I hear mostly good...couldnt tell you why
:x: you want more piercings = yup
:x: you like cleaning = no...sometimes I get motivated though
:x: you like roller coasters = yeah
:x: you write in cursive or print = print
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = they're tough I'm sure..against
:x: using someone = against
:x: suicide = against
:x: killing people = against
:x: teenage smoking = to each their own, as long as everyone knows the risks
:x: driving drunk = against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = for
:x: soap operas = ....whatever
HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl= yes
:x: ever cried over a boy = yes
:x: ever lied to someone = who hasnt?
:x: ever been in a fist fight = only with Ashley
:x: ever been arrested = no
WHAT...
:x: is your zodiac sign = Sagittarius
:x: shoes do you wear = umm skechers.. ha sk-e-cher-s (for kate of course)..whatever.. thats just the most dominant brand I own
:x: are you scared of = spiders...ah numerous things
NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love?= 1.. oh and kate! i'm in love with kate
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = too many times to be 15
:x: of hearts I have broken? = fuck off
:x: of girls I have kissed? = ummm.. kate? not like that!
:x: of boys I have kissed? = I've kissed a few boys but kissed kissed? 2
:x: of girls I've slept with? = hehe my luva...1
:x: of boys I've slept with? = 1
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = wow..with my life? I have...3 of those I do believe
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?= quite a few times
:x: of scars on my body? = I have a few
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = ha, how much time do you have?
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty - ha! good one
:x: funny - not particularly
:x: hot - hahah I wish
:x: friendly - I have my moments
:x: amusing - I dunno
:x: ugly - sheesh what a harsh word...
:x: loveable - I hope so
:x: caring - waaay too
:x: sweet - I dunno
:x: dorky - yeah buddy
favorite:
5 letter word: music
actor/actress: eh..I dont really watch enough movies to know..
Candy: anything sour...like Crybabies... mmm so good
Cartoon: Invader Zim
Cereal: Lucky Charms, Honey Nut Cheerios
Chewing gum: mm..That blue kind me, Jeremy, and Amber got that called for a new piece every 30 minutes
Color(s): purple
Color nail polish: I don't wear nail polish...not normally anyway
Day of week: probably...Friday
Least fave day: Monday...or Sunday night before school.. This is all in reference to time of year... if its summer, the days have no meaning.
Flower: daisies...tulips are kinda pretty
Jello flavor: bluuue
Jewelry: of mine? tough call..I have everything for different reasons. Its all my favorite
Special skills/talents: writing? maybe?...no? okay
Summer/Winter: ew..neither...
Trampolines or swimming pools: why, both, of course
|| Person who last.. ||
Slept in your bed: ha, Todd
Saw you cry: my mom
Made you cry: my mom
You went to the movies with: Kevin and Kayla and Patrick
Yelled at you: Ashley
Sent you an email: Jeremy
|| Have you ever.. ||
Said "I love you" and meant it?: of course
Gone out in public in your pajamas: yeah
Kept a secret from everyone: yep
Cried during a movie: ha, oh yeah
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: there used to be this sticker on the back of my bedroom door that Ashley so kindly stuck there but...I took care of it
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: nope, we dont get those anymore
Been on stage: yes
Been to New York: I wish
Been to California: nope
Hawaii: nope
China: nope
Canada: nope
Europe: nope
Asia: nope
South America: nope
Australia: nope
Wished you were the opposite sex: only when its "that time of the month" and I'm cramping so bad I know I must've done something terrible in a past life
What time is it now?: 1:54am
Apples or bananas?: apples
Blue or red?: blue
Walmart or target?: target!
Spring or Fall?: spring is so nice here
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: sleep
What was the last meal you ate?: McDonalds
High school or college?: I’m in high school
Are you bored?: eh..
Last noise you heard?: the heater in the bathroom
Last sight you saw?: the little blinking line
Last time you went out of state/province?: Ummm, it was....in July I do believe
|| Friendship/Love ||
Do you believe in love at first sight?: no
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: yes…still 6
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: trust, acceptance
|| Other Info ||
Criminal record?: they aint got shit on me, yo
Do you speak any other languages?: I know a little Spanish and a little French
Last book you read: Go Ask Alice
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: my clothes…any memories I have packed away in there
Thing you dislike about yourself the most: isn’t there a text limit?
Worst feeling in the world: when you know you're doing the wrong thing, having your heart broken, being disregarded, being lied to, etc…
Who you love: many people
Who you miss: Kate, TJ, etc..
|| You ||
Nickname(s): Court, Teeny, Mack…lots of stuff
Initials: CCB
How old do you look?: I’m always taken for older than my age
How old do you act?: depends
Glasses/Contacts: I lost my reading glasses
Braces: nope
Do you have any pets?: yes
You get embarrassed: not easily
What makes you happy?: being around people I care about….many things can do the trick
What upsets you?: too many things
|| Have you ever.. ||
Thought you were going to die: yes
Wanted to Run away: all the time
Flunked a grade: nope
Skipped a grade: nope
anyway...
Wednesday...Theres this concert I wanna go to...REALLY bad. And yes, it is Hanson. I'll happily admit it. If anyone can get me a ride to and from Cincinatti...I'll give em 10 bucks. Gladly. But I must go. I really really must.
Kate came down. Life was perfect for a while...We went to her old house... the doors were unlocked so we went in and(allegedly if any cops read this) wrote our names on the wall in her room and her 2nd room(the computer room). It was...yeah. There were tears. Thats life. Baby....please come home :-) I miss yooou....with hunger haha oh my god...whatever. I'm tired Mrs Bingham.. but I still love you.
TJ is going away for the rest of the school year I presume. He'll be in some Mt Sterling correctional place or some shit like that for the next 6-9 months. I'm glad he's getting better. I'm so proud of him..Really I am. This isnt easy though. He's in Ashland right now...I wont be able to talk to him until Sunday. I feel really bad that he's going to miss his senior year. No prom, no graduation...none of that bullshit...12 years of school only to miss the most important one. I suppose in the long run its worth it, but like I said to Chris...Afterward, where does that leave me? Not seeing him much this year and next year, him going to college....I dunno. It seems like theres little point in even starting this relationship..Yeah, ok enough of that...
Ya know what? Zac's voice...Its so beautiful. Anyone ever hear Maroon 5's cd stuff? He sounds like them a lot. Man, it really makes me wanna cry. And not for silly reasons... Just because its simply the most beautiful thing my ears have ever heard. Wow...just wow.
Ok, I dont have anything else to say because I'm too tired to think. Sorry for any typos. Night bitches.