May 31, 2004 23:09
My hand hurts....Travis, you can skip this part cuz I already told you ;-) Anyway, Michael(my nephew) was pissing me off last night. He kept spraying me with this water bottle thing so I swung at him really hard(anger problems? you tell me) and he put the water bottle in front of his face and I hit it instead. Pretty much fucked my hand up. I just grabbed the closest thing I saw and threw it at him and slammed the door to my room. Its weird to lose control of your anger like that. I just laid on my bed and cried afterward cuz I feel like I'm turning into Ashley. Ugh.
I'm very tired. I want Michael to go home.
We have a turtle now. Hes sooo cute. He makes clicky noises when he walks on the kitchen floor hehe... My lizard has something wrong with his eye :-( I think he got dirt in it and its infected. My poor baby. I gotta take him to Pet Smart sometime this week.
I dont want to go to my stupid psycho-babble bullshit doctor this week. I hate him. Isnt the phrase "psycho-babble bullshit" from some movie? Girl Interrupted maybe? That was a good movie. I want to watch it again. Gothika is also a good movie. It was what reminded me of that excellent song.
I talked to Travis for a while today. I forgot what a sweet guy he is. I <3 you Travis. :-D
Well, I hope Kate had fun at the concert. I'm sure it was magnificent, as always. Wish I was there!
I am naming this turtle Wild Bill. He's pretty crazy. And the cutest thing I've ever seen!! My kitty likes to smell him. I wonder if kitties would eat a turtle.
Goodnight.