the rush.its still there. why?
*sigh*
The holidays are soon comin to and end. Well yeah it has been a great holiday. Seriously and well.it keeps getting better. but... i dont know. How come there's still "that certain rush" ? Im not exactly confused and all but..maybe.. just maybe y'noe
This holiday. wow. it has been great i guess. Parentless. That itself pretty much explains everything no?. They and ma lil sibs left for US without me that is expecting me to stay 'ere and study. Like yeah. 'study' . Yes. i did that. didnt I ? I barely touched my books at all. Seriously im turning into such a bum lately.
Despite everything. holiday has been one of the greatest so far I'd have to say. Loadz has happened. Everything's goin pretty smoothly. Arghh..... fine. im so not up to this blogging shit. i dont have that certain "push" in me anymore. I will update soon tho. For now there's a lil bit of uncertainty in me. Am i still in that phase again? Yes, ma heart did give that triple flip . Izit indicating anything?
Im hoping. maybe. well juz .. maybe.