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[liciagirl05]

lately things have been so crazy. so many things have been going on in my life and i just feel like i am making bad decisions. i know i havent wrote in a while so i am kind of behind on things. well on christmas i got myself a boyfriend. things were ok for a few days and then i had a lack of judgement and i did something that i probably shouldnt have done and i got a lot of shit for it. now gary hasnt been coming over that much and like the other day he was talking to jay and was saying something about making out with this other girl, well nic heard that so she told me. now what am i supposed to do. i know that hes 32 and hell do what he wants but hes not gonna treat me like that and expect me to be ok. and i dont see him enough to really say anything. but i just think that we really need to have a talk.
me and nikki have been talking about moving out and getting a place with her boyfriend. i like him, hes cool and we get along well so it probably wouldnt be that bad.
my birthday is on monday! ill be 19 yay. but its really not that big of deal. oh i start college on monday too. cant wait for that one! not!
~licia