May 25, 2010 17:46
Well I'm better than yesterday by some degree. More irritable and less depressed. My mother needs to stop mentioning things I'm having problems with to other people. Especially my sister. She's so damn judgmental.
EKG says my heart's fine, with the exception of just plain beating fast, but that was probably just from all this anxiety. I'm having some lab work done, but it seems probable I have some tiny tears in my pectoral from one of my coughing fits.
As much as most of me wants to go on this trip, some part of me would have been vaguely relieved if my doctor told me not to take this flight.