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[lichel]

the pages of my life are turning faster and faster
the words flip over each other before i even get a chance to read them
the wind blows softly, the wind blows smoothly
i don't know where it's coming from

there's a picture
in this book
i haven't seen one of these in a very long time
i don't know what to make of it

there's some lines
and some color
and now it's calm
i'm given a chance to study it from all angles

as i leave you behind, all the windows have been opened
i look back in tears with a smile on my face
i'll never leave you even though we're taking different paths
i hope someday they cross again

i don't know what to think right now, time is slowing down

i want to enjoy life but i feel like everything's wrong
so many turns so many twists
undiscovered things i've missed
only to find what had been there all along
was within my grasp since the beginning

the obvious came true even if i didnt want to believe in it
i put good faith into it, i gave you the benefit of the doubt
i guess that was my mistake
my time my chance my heart to break

my first insticts are always right
i just have to wait for the right time.