love letter (grabbed from kariza)
To my Dearest,
I never thought that the time would come that I would actually have to write you one final letter. I never thought that this wonderful dream would have to end and you and I would have to wake up and realize that yes, it was all too good to be true. And yet here I am, looking at you while you sleep, pen in hand, tears in my eyes, and all the regret in the world filling my very core. And amidst all that, my heart still beats with love for you, and only you.
In our five years together you and I have grown so much in every possible way. We have grown together, and we have grown separately as well. You have taught me so much about life and love and generosity and kindness, and you have made me into the person I am today.
You taught me that life is but an adventure, and that as long as you and I are holding hands we can always fly to our Neverland.
You taught me not to fear the unknown but instead to hold your hand and face whatever may come our way.
You made me love. You let me feel pain, only to let me feel how love can take it all away. Your love washed away all the tears, all the hurt; pain was there only to let me realize how much love can heal wounds.
You taught me to love. You told me that to love is to give your all. To offer yourself unconditionally, with no hesitations, no pretensions; but only with trust and faith. You taught me to hang on to love.
Now you are teaching me to let go.
In our five years, we have shared so much that it is bordering on impossible even the thought of having to end what we have.
It is not possible, I think, to end a love and a friendship built on so much trust and respect, and on love itself.
How can I ever let it go?
But alas, I must. For all good things must end, and only through endings can there be new beginnings.
There is so much in store for you.
I am sorry for the times I didn't hold your hand. I am sorry for not always holding you close when you were cold. I am sorry for not visiting all the time.Or bringing you your favorite food, or opening the car door and closing it after you are seated;
I am sorry for my temper and for the times I made you cry; I am sorry for treating you badly, for hurting you and for not treating you the way you deserve to be treated.
I am sorry for not giving my all.
I am sorry for the things I didn't do, the things I never said, and for the what-if's, if-only's, and the many opportunities lost because of them.
I am sorry for being scared and for not always following through.
But most of all, I am sorry for not making you feel that I was enough; for not being all that you could ever want, need or love.
I will forever cherish our dreams of brighter tomorrows, our hopes of better days, and the everlasting idealism we had for our relationship.
I will miss dreaming with you.
I will miss preparing for our future.
I will miss talking to you, sharing with you, and just being with you.
Thank you for all that you have done for me. For all that you have given me. For all that you have helped me become.
I can only wish that I was able to do the same for you, even in some little way.
I am sorry for all the hurt and the pain I may have cost you. I amsorry for all my shortcomings.
I am sure he will take good care of you and will fill in my place just fine.
I cherish you and our life together. I will keep loving you and praying for you that you may find a love greater than ours and that you may find true happiness at last.
My heart remains forever yours.
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Ang ganda.. kamusta naman toh?! pero ang sad. ano kayang nangyari sa couple?? hmmm...