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I've been so busy lately I havent been updating that much. I'm going to try to update more often.
Anyways, it's been a pretty rough month. I've been really stressed and I've been spacing-out alot lately. My mind is always in another place, thinking about the guy from New York, my future career, moving to Upstate NY, shit like that....whatever.
So Halyna and I have been talking kinda, she's always "busy" and can't hang out. We just talk on the phone alot, we may be friends again, but it's never gonna be like before. That really depresses me.
And on to that guy Dan from my work, I really think he likes me, but he has a girl. He claims to really care about this girl and they've been together for over a year. But in all the talking he's done about her, he has never once said he loves her. He always flirts with me and tries to help me with things. And I really do think he likes me. It's wouldnt matter much if he did come out and say he likes me, the guy from New York is way too special. I met that guy 2 Septembers ago and had feelings for him since the moment I shook his hand and looked into his eyes. I don't know what I'm gonna do, I just care for him so much...
Anyways, it's been a pretty rough month. I've been really stressed and I've been spacing-out alot lately. My mind is always in another place, thinking about the guy from New York, my future career, moving to Upstate NY, shit like that....whatever.
So Halyna and I have been talking kinda, she's always "busy" and can't hang out. We just talk on the phone alot, we may be friends again, but it's never gonna be like before. That really depresses me.
And on to that guy Dan from my work, I really think he likes me, but he has a girl. He claims to really care about this girl and they've been together for over a year. But in all the talking he's done about her, he has never once said he loves her. He always flirts with me and tries to help me with things. And I really do think he likes me. It's wouldnt matter much if he did come out and say he likes me, the guy from New York is way too special. I met that guy 2 Septembers ago and had feelings for him since the moment I shook his hand and looked into his eyes. I don't know what I'm gonna do, I just care for him so much...