at least there's consistency
So I decided to delete the post I was going to leave here. I'm in a mood so I decided to pull it back a little. the gist of my other post was just that I hate money. blargh.
I am continually amused by my naivety. People I know act consistent with what I expect of them - but sometimes i'm shocked or surprised by it. Sometimes this is a good thing like my friend Traci who will call randomly to say she's thinking about me. That's just how she is, but i'm usually surprised when she calls and feel all warm and fuzzy afterwards. Likewise, when some of my friends exhibit their negative behaviors I find myself stunned at times. And then I feel silly because I think to myself - why are you surprised? That's consistent with what they usually do. hmph. it's wierd. ever the optimist I suppose.
i'm feeling a little antisocial today. my mom unexpectedly took chase for the night so I was free to do whatever I wanted, but what I wanted was to sit on the couch and sulk. so my night was filled with tv shows like big brother 8, soap operas, and biggest loser lol. thank goodness for DVR.
i'm going back to sleep now in the hopes I schluff off this mood before morning.
I am continually amused by my naivety. People I know act consistent with what I expect of them - but sometimes i'm shocked or surprised by it. Sometimes this is a good thing like my friend Traci who will call randomly to say she's thinking about me. That's just how she is, but i'm usually surprised when she calls and feel all warm and fuzzy afterwards. Likewise, when some of my friends exhibit their negative behaviors I find myself stunned at times. And then I feel silly because I think to myself - why are you surprised? That's consistent with what they usually do. hmph. it's wierd. ever the optimist I suppose.
i'm feeling a little antisocial today. my mom unexpectedly took chase for the night so I was free to do whatever I wanted, but what I wanted was to sit on the couch and sulk. so my night was filled with tv shows like big brother 8, soap operas, and biggest loser lol. thank goodness for DVR.
i'm going back to sleep now in the hopes I schluff off this mood before morning.