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See right now is one of the hardest times....
I'm pms-ing
Trying to figure out what I want to do tonight
But nothing really seems apealling
Because I just want to spend it with him.
I hate this.
I really fucking hate this.
And I hate him.
Or at least I'm trying to.
I wish I could.
It's been 4 weeks and this still hurts.
I wonder if he's hurting too.
Then again, I don't really care.
I hope he is.
On that note, I'm not going to call him.
I'm going to take a shower, shave my legs
And go get laid tonight
By somebody else.
I so love self-destruction.
I'm pms-ing
Trying to figure out what I want to do tonight
But nothing really seems apealling
Because I just want to spend it with him.
I hate this.
I really fucking hate this.
And I hate him.
Or at least I'm trying to.
I wish I could.
It's been 4 weeks and this still hurts.
I wonder if he's hurting too.
Then again, I don't really care.
I hope he is.
On that note, I'm not going to call him.
I'm going to take a shower, shave my legs
And go get laid tonight
By somebody else.
I so love self-destruction.