things...
Well lately i guess ive been kinda busy, frustrated, upset, stressed...
theres just been so many things goin on all at once
fights with joe, midterms, and other feelings that i just dont really know what to do with
i have to say i think my life might be changing a lil bit, i think its in a good way though. Ive felt more inclined to look on the bright side instead of being so pessimistic like i always have been in the past. I know that im not feeling more optimistic cuz im like sOo happy or anything, but i feel like i am being more open to other people and what they have to say, as well as dealing with things that i would usually just characterize as "i suck at life"
i think the fact that i am looking at my life and having to kinda decide what i might wanna be doing with it are changing me. Facing the fact that im not gonna be in high school forever isnt the easiest, but then there is the responsibility that i know i can handle.
Relationships are also a part of my life that have definately changed it. Whether it was a bad one, or a good one it still had an impact on me as a person. I mean i learned a lot of stuff from my past relationships as well as the one im in right now. Its another thing that helps me to realize that i have to actually deal with my problems instead of just pushing them off or taking the easy way out. Issues in realtionships r like some of the worst things to deal with, i mean like if you love the person, you dont want to just like push off the problems cuz u wanna keep the relationship and so that helps to face ur problems and actually solve them.
I dont know who reads this, or if anyone does for that matter. If anyone does read this than they get to find out that im getting my braces off on april 28th... im gonna surprise some people cuz im not gonna tell barely anyone... so that should be fun. Also, my glasses are coming in this week, soo... thats another thing that i havent told anyone about. i love surprises :)
hmm... its like almost february, this year is going by so fast :( b4 i know it i will be a senior and thats scary. i mean i feel like it was just yesterday that me and joe started going out... and now its already almost 6 months l8er... its like wow. and we already took midterms, the 1st semester is over ALREADY!?
well anyway, i am going to go and enjoy myself b/c its the last day b4 2nd semester starts and i dont have any work to do. Maybe i will lay around in my room, listen to music, enjoy the scent of the wonderful flowers that i got from my dad ((i love flowers)), and just be me... cuz im nothing but that.
I love you Joe...
.:caitin beff:.
theres just been so many things goin on all at once
fights with joe, midterms, and other feelings that i just dont really know what to do with
i have to say i think my life might be changing a lil bit, i think its in a good way though. Ive felt more inclined to look on the bright side instead of being so pessimistic like i always have been in the past. I know that im not feeling more optimistic cuz im like sOo happy or anything, but i feel like i am being more open to other people and what they have to say, as well as dealing with things that i would usually just characterize as "i suck at life"
i think the fact that i am looking at my life and having to kinda decide what i might wanna be doing with it are changing me. Facing the fact that im not gonna be in high school forever isnt the easiest, but then there is the responsibility that i know i can handle.
Relationships are also a part of my life that have definately changed it. Whether it was a bad one, or a good one it still had an impact on me as a person. I mean i learned a lot of stuff from my past relationships as well as the one im in right now. Its another thing that helps me to realize that i have to actually deal with my problems instead of just pushing them off or taking the easy way out. Issues in realtionships r like some of the worst things to deal with, i mean like if you love the person, you dont want to just like push off the problems cuz u wanna keep the relationship and so that helps to face ur problems and actually solve them.
I dont know who reads this, or if anyone does for that matter. If anyone does read this than they get to find out that im getting my braces off on april 28th... im gonna surprise some people cuz im not gonna tell barely anyone... so that should be fun. Also, my glasses are coming in this week, soo... thats another thing that i havent told anyone about. i love surprises :)
hmm... its like almost february, this year is going by so fast :( b4 i know it i will be a senior and thats scary. i mean i feel like it was just yesterday that me and joe started going out... and now its already almost 6 months l8er... its like wow. and we already took midterms, the 1st semester is over ALREADY!?
well anyway, i am going to go and enjoy myself b/c its the last day b4 2nd semester starts and i dont have any work to do. Maybe i will lay around in my room, listen to music, enjoy the scent of the wonderful flowers that i got from my dad ((i love flowers)), and just be me... cuz im nothing but that.
I love you Joe...
.:caitin beff:.