Sep 03, 2004 18:54
I don't know whom to blame.
While watching the (mundane) late night news, a featured kid with hydrocephalus, with her wailing mom standing outside the Congress, caught my attention. They were asking for help but no one seemed to help them, not until they were being interviewed by the newscaster.
It was very, very, very depressing that I cried. Hearing the child crying and crying made me want to kill someone. She was hurting, almost moaning for help that my body said to change the channel but my mind said to look into reality.
I have a soft spot for children. I can’t stand looking at them crying.
Sometimes, when my brother tries to teach my niece a lesson I really, really try to stop him.
Stupid diseases. Stupid emotions. Stupid sensationalized media. Stupid congressmen. Stupid pork barrel.
I want to help that kid. I want to kill someone.
F U C K !
I want to blame someone but now, teary-eyed, I still don’t know whom to blame.