Jul 05, 2004 13:15
I have always believed in signs. Whether it is from a vague dream or music playing or hell, even a fart.
But last night, I asked for one but it didn’t come. I waited until the wee hours of the morning and still nothing happened or materialized. Dead air. Nada. Nothing.
I felt I have been abandoned, forsaken. Even if I have a couple of persons I can really call friends, I just feel so empty. I was waiting for someone to come. I was filled with questions on my mind to ask until it hit me that that someone I was waiting for does not exist.
I have been believing for nothing.