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ok me mom is annoying me now. We are both losing weight, but for some reason she now feels that she is allowed on commenting on everything i eat...I mean everything I want to eat or even when i go into the kitchen for a meal, I will sit wanting to eat a snack (maybe a sandwich or something) and then she will be like u dont really need to anything do u, youll just get fat again. THe thing is you would think its a good thing right, I mean her and my dad do the same thing and then on the other hand they will want to have fatting food (like go to a buffet, which i am sorry is a lot worse than having a 100 calorie sandwich for dinner)...The thing is her comments and my dad's comments about my eating and fat is nerve raking, so i dont eat infront of them or just eat like something small but then as soon as they leave the house i binge like crazy bc they arent there to comment...I mean my dad has always been bad, and i always binged bc of him but my mom, this is a new thing, and I hate it, bc all i end up doing is eating behind there back, and what i end up eating is always bad and always worse for me....DAmn you know what i need, i need to be so thin that they actually encourage me to eat, lets see if i can get to that weight, in my house maybe if i was 110 or 100 pounds they will leave me and my eating habits alone....God i wish i could just move away from both and eat what and when i want...