Sometimes, under certian circumstances you just want to run
Rethinking thoughts that I have already analyzed to death
fight to eascape such a cluttered mind
Embrace ignorance
& no matter how many times you flatter me,
it only worsens the miniscule self-esteem I have left
You bring me on such highs when I'm always pushing on lows
And although I drain the simple words for too much meaning
for you, the approval rating is high
And some of the time, I'm such a liar when I smile
And now this sudden change makes me panic
Like a child in the ocean for the first time
Enquisitive and terrified
Shaking like a quake, heart fears of ache
I need you
to make me pure.
I've come to the realization that................ Sometimes trying is worse then waiting.
<3
fuck
love
emily