I'm freakin bored are 5 in the morning
So, since my last journal, I talked to the guy that screwed with my heart and at first we both posted a Myspace bulliten about each other and then he posted a second, it made me so mad because he called me ugly and fat and all I did was call him weird and gave an over veiw of what happened between us. Then we argued like 3 hours later about a pics he sent me that I told anyone who read the bulliten about and then yesterday morning I asked him if we could forget and move on. But, I was talking to my frend Alisha and I wanted him to IM me so bad and come back, say he was wrong and sorry, and just kiss me. I don't know if I still like him or what because why else would I want him back. i have no earthly clue what is going on. I need to unscrew my head and screw it back on to get it straight. I guess I should be mad about the lying and the name calling, but I'm more depressed and upset than anything. I know it sounds crazy, but I can't help it. Well, I should really go back to bed, I just wanted to write this down because I woke up to gat a drink. I love ya'll nad if ya'll have any advice I would love to hear it. See ya'll later!