i am disgusting.
i have had e-fucking-nough.
things are going so slowly recently and it's all down to me.
im not going to blame anyone else because it's all me.
i'm so fucking gross and just indulge all the time, feeding my obese face.
what is wrong with me? am i really this weak and pathetic?
obviously its not going to be easy i know that. but i need to get myself back on track and resist food. things were going soooooooo well and then i fucked things up.
well tomorrow is the start of everything i wanna be a stone lighter for going back to college in september. i fucking hate myself. im sick of being self concious. i want to be stick thin and beautiful, and i want others to realise too.
this is my life, and i chose happiness which means i chose the perfect body image.
I WILL BE THIN.
TOMORROW IS THE START OF EVERYTHING.
and weirdly enough i am happy right now because i know i can do this.
things are going so slowly recently and it's all down to me.
im not going to blame anyone else because it's all me.
i'm so fucking gross and just indulge all the time, feeding my obese face.
what is wrong with me? am i really this weak and pathetic?
obviously its not going to be easy i know that. but i need to get myself back on track and resist food. things were going soooooooo well and then i fucked things up.
well tomorrow is the start of everything i wanna be a stone lighter for going back to college in september. i fucking hate myself. im sick of being self concious. i want to be stick thin and beautiful, and i want others to realise too.
this is my life, and i chose happiness which means i chose the perfect body image.
I WILL BE THIN.
TOMORROW IS THE START OF EVERYTHING.
and weirdly enough i am happy right now because i know i can do this.