think thin!
i feel so weak today, food wise.
i have only ate a small amount of cereal this morning, but i crave food. i don't even know why? maybe it's because i'm particularly stressed or something.
but i'm not going to fail this, i'm going to stay strong!
i'm not even going down stairs for the rest of tonight incase i find myself in the kitchen. i know i wouldn't binge though as i would feel like all my hard work was for nothing and i would be completely dissapointed in myself.
tea is my favourite thing in the world at the moment! it is a saviour. i only generally tend to eat when my tummy is growling at me but drinking a cup of tea takes that a way; in turn you forget you even want food. i can easily survive on a hand ful of cereal in the morning without milk and nothing else as long as i have about 5 cups of tea throughout the duration of the day!
i also went on a walk along the beach this morning after college to burn my cereal off so i guess my fat/calorie intake for today is zero? loves it.
:)
&& i decided that my target for the end of the year is to lose 40lbs! i don't even know if that is possible, but i seem to be losing weight quite quickly at the moment, however i guess that it will slow down.
also i reaaaly want to lose a stone by apr 12. i have already lost 5/6 lbs since my last target so i guess i only have like 6 ish lbs left to lose. anything on top of that would be a bonus!
i really need to fish out my gym membership too! although i don't think i would feel comfortable working out at the moment in front of people. i think i might wait until i have lost more weight as it will give me more confidence.
also my best friend, rosie, who i would go with has a model figure! it is gorgeous- you would be in awe if you saw it.. so that doesn't really help the confidence thing. i want to feel like her equal not her fat best friend && i can't wait till that is possible. roll on the summer i say!
liberty oxo ♥
i have only ate a small amount of cereal this morning, but i crave food. i don't even know why? maybe it's because i'm particularly stressed or something.
but i'm not going to fail this, i'm going to stay strong!
i'm not even going down stairs for the rest of tonight incase i find myself in the kitchen. i know i wouldn't binge though as i would feel like all my hard work was for nothing and i would be completely dissapointed in myself.
tea is my favourite thing in the world at the moment! it is a saviour. i only generally tend to eat when my tummy is growling at me but drinking a cup of tea takes that a way; in turn you forget you even want food. i can easily survive on a hand ful of cereal in the morning without milk and nothing else as long as i have about 5 cups of tea throughout the duration of the day!
i also went on a walk along the beach this morning after college to burn my cereal off so i guess my fat/calorie intake for today is zero? loves it.
:)
&& i decided that my target for the end of the year is to lose 40lbs! i don't even know if that is possible, but i seem to be losing weight quite quickly at the moment, however i guess that it will slow down.
also i reaaaly want to lose a stone by apr 12. i have already lost 5/6 lbs since my last target so i guess i only have like 6 ish lbs left to lose. anything on top of that would be a bonus!
i really need to fish out my gym membership too! although i don't think i would feel comfortable working out at the moment in front of people. i think i might wait until i have lost more weight as it will give me more confidence.
also my best friend, rosie, who i would go with has a model figure! it is gorgeous- you would be in awe if you saw it.. so that doesn't really help the confidence thing. i want to feel like her equal not her fat best friend && i can't wait till that is possible. roll on the summer i say!
liberty oxo ♥